rambling

My friend that talks to me once in a great while talked to me td!!! It was nice despite often times having gone years or months in-between talking it always just feels natural to talk to them idk??? But anyways they bought me some art sorts for Xmas and their partner also unrelated to Xmas gave me nitro for discord which is cool cuz I love customizing stuff but I def don't have anything to spend on something like nitro so aaa!!!....i also started trying to work out again a little idk, I rly want to try and get better in what ways I can at least hftft whatever lol, talking to people is still rly hard for me i wish I knew how to make friends but I geniunly have like...really really horrible luck with ppl :'3 rip- I wanna play pokemon unite but its not as fun with no one to play with cuz the random matchmaking is so very hit or miss.....bleh...also started playing an offbrand fsrm game on my phone....technically I have started valley but ....idk I dont wanna talk about that...h um...what else....uhhhhh.....cuz im tryna use this to be able to like...just talk I guess....sorry if its weird idk....im litterally just saying my thoughts tbh- uhhhhhhh I wanna go back to gaming now ig so :'3 (oh also I rly wish I could explore more but I get lost so easy....last time I went on a walk alone I took 2 turns and got lost for legitimately 4/5 hours just wandering around trying to find my way back and it was back in summer so yea rip- I miss the woods I never got lost in the woods)