Y is socializing so hard?

No, but like why is socializing so hard, sure I talk to some ppl, but then it gets all awkward. I’m nit rlly the 1 to talk to ppl, and it’s kinda nervous talkin 2 ppl. Like don’t u have that one friend/mutual that u rlly wanna talk to and actually be their friend, but you just can’t because ur 2 nervous 2 say a word. It’s really weird ROTFL,, anyway Idrk Y I have that problem lmao