lately

i went back to art and i've been drawing every single day or completing a drawing. even tho i haven't drawn in 2 years i feel like i suddenly got good.. idk how or why, but i'm proud of myself.

but it seems like this is the only thing that brings me joy lately, which is depressing, not sure if it's the nic withdrawal or what.

i've been wanting to write blogs on here for sometime now, so ig i'll just try my best to write and not only when i'm feeling depressed lol. i'll use this as a diary of some sort.

friendship and relationship wise, i feel so lonely and alone to the point where i just don't want anyone and i'll go a whole day without muttering a single word. just in isolation.

i think he's avoiding me:c

srry if this turned into a rant :p