so i told her

so i said i wanted to take a brake and she reacted idk i asked her how she felt she did not say any thing i wanted to explain why but i got scared its mostly about what i said in pt1 but also because i have practice for a year around sport she has not said anything to my text so I'm worried what is my sister going to say omfg life is hard rn she has my @ is her and her mom going to show up and murder me wtf do i rlly say to her fr that i wasn't in love with her i was but idk what happened is it because of my hypersexuality is it because its just that i lost feelings why is it so hard for me ):