# 1 - 1st week of 2025.

So, this week has been the first week of 2025. To me, it feels like the year has started ages ago. I didn't have a good week sadly, it was boring and many things happened. Most of them have made me feel like life is not worth living, and I believe I'm letting myself fall into depression again. It's not nice at all.

Also new year's was this week which is really shocking to me, it's like a distant memory in my brain. It hasn't been very exciting this year 'round. I felt lonely everyday, and this is definitely not a good start of 2025.

I'm sadly fking up my sleep schedule AGAIN because I don't have much to do anymore, except boring chores. I'm trying to learn how to wake up early again so I can try to be productive and do something with myself. I want to go on walks more often but now that it's winter, warm days are rare even though it hasn't snowed yet this year.

I think this weather is what puts me in a bad mood. Ironic, because I don't like warm temperatures either.

I really want to talk about another event that is making me really distressed lately and might be the cause of this spike of depression, but I won't because it's a private side of my life I'm not sure I wanna share. I prefer talking about my mind and what goes on in it.

Top Artist of the week: Pierce the Veil. I have listened to them way too much. I love them so much and the only thing that keeps me going is the fact I'm going to see them in October and giving myself the treat of a travel to Munich with my friends.