im worried w my cat :[

tw; animal cruelty

hii guyzzz today im feeling a little sad bcuz i had a really bad dream.. i dreamed that an anonymous person killed my cat and posted it online on purpose so i could see my son suffering, i woke up crying and i miss him sm :( my mom doesnt have much money 2 castrate him rn so he likes to walk on the street and eventually fights with another cats and it is making me really worried because my mom doesnt even care! she said shes going to castrate him when she receives her salary so now im a little less sad but the dream semmed so real and disgusting, i dont even like to remember, i hope my son is fine (″ロ゛)