I have no idea whats going on with me :[ -vent-

I don't want to sound like a guy who doesn't have his shit together... BUT I DON'T!!! How do teachers and adults want me to just make it in life, if they just think that I'm a bad student  I used to be a straight A kid who loved art and music and wanted to do that for the rest of his life, but now I've turned in to a burnout kid who can barely get out of bed and finish work, who can hardly pay attention to anything, who still wants to do art but people keep on saying ill never make it BECAUSE OF STUPID AI !!!

i skip periods and i know its terrible (never recommend) but i just feel so tired of work and with how my gpa is looking i don't think ill be able to make it to the next grade. 

Everyone else seems to just go to school and complain but they just make it through the day, but i cant do that. everyday I'm at school feels unreal. i feels like my head is going to explode and i cant focus. its like have 1000000 tabs open and never knowing what to click and just opening up new tabs :[.

I just want to be a good kid who will have a good life. I want to be an artist of any form and I want to make money.