Things about me ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

Today, as always, I think about myself, about my own existence, about my being, and I always come to the same thing, as always, u.u, I don't know what to do with myself, or what to think about myself, today was an empty day. As always, I I sink into my subconscious, until I reach the deepest part of me and end up always thinking the same thing about myself, I am not enough for anyone or for myself, I can't stop thinking that I don't even find meaning in my life, I live in dreams , in places where I could appreciate all my life, where I would feel alive, with a reason for my existence, with people who really love me for me and not for the thousand lies that come out of me. Sometimes I think that maybe if it had been someone else I could have more feelings and I could wake up every day grateful to be alive.

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