mightve made the biggest mistake ??of my life??

i told them where i am

i told well i jst told cinni

was this a ba didea i cant take it back i cant of she sees it she'll look here

WHY DID I DO THAT I DONT EVERN KNOW WIF SHE HATES ME OR SOMETHING AND HOW AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF I TOLD HER NOT TO MESSAGE ME???

ohmygodd what have i done it was a miastake ii want to cut myself but i ccant i dont want to.

do i talkk to them do i what do i do?? help im so emotionally confused.