crying.

ii fucking miss thm i relly..i really do.

i coudlnt help it i fuckign looked at their tiwtters and ohhmy god am i mising everything/?? i miaased so much do they even care about me anymore?? 

i saw how they are sutuill having fun abndn just likee withotut me and im just feel like they dotn even care abt who i amm nymroe i dotn i why am i so emotinal ???]

i fucjign miss them and i miss all my other friends too but i miss them the most.

i dont knwow if i should reachout shoild i??

i dont kwnow what tod o  usually in this situation i would cut but i done tknow what to do anymroe i really dont koww

i WANT TOO TALK TO THEM BUT I DONT KNOW IF IM IN RI+THR RIGHT MENTAL STATE TO DO SO AMM I DANGEROUS???? is my head playing riricks on eme ot soemthing??

whatdoidowhatdooidowhatdoido

i wwant them all back i want keziahghostlydappertomassassinradicalspiritspace eeveryine i wwant to go back but ii dont know i fell iliek im not ready whwy am i scared why am i hesitating whats swrong with mee hwat am i feeling wwhy

i cant do it anymore i have to check.

i

no i canntt i cant

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wiidiidont KWNOW HAT TO DO.

evertyghing was fine until is ttartred thinking it was fine it was fine it was fine I SWEAR TO GOD I DONT WANNA CUT AGAIN I CANT CUT I NEED TO REFRAIN FOR THEM ALL IF I WANNA SEE THEM AGAIN I NEED TO STOP I NEED TO GET INTO A BETTER MENTAL STATE I NEED TO BE BETTER I NEED TO BE BETTER I CANTTI CANT DO THIS SI CANT

i ened them i neend them to knwoo i cant.

IM FUCKING 

i know what to do.