jan/4/25

I hate being sensitive. Literally the smallest shit happens and I start balling my eyes out. It’s so humiliating too cuz I think about why im even sad and it’s cuz of the smallest shit ever. Then I think of how im sad when other people have actually problems and they have way worse things going on and I feel like im just pretending for sympathy. I have two parents who aren’t abusive and I have friends and I’m pretty much spoiled so idk why I have anything to be sad about. I might run away for attention so people feel like they have to be nice to me but idk I feel like that’s a pick me thing to do. I keep losing confidence in my self and how I look. I alos feel bad about thinking that because I’m conventional attractive but I don’t want to say that because then it feels like im saying that im super pretty and I know I am which is such a dick thing to say. Im trying to do my makeup but idk how and I feel stupid trying to learn. + my one friend finds everything I do cringe so I don’t want to express myself in the way I want too because I know she’s gonna judge. It’s not even the other people cuz idc ab random ppls opinions it’s js that shes my friend so when she judges it feels way worse.Anyway I drew tails today hes like my second favorite sonic character. [>—<]

also I might be a lesbian