ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE XD

I'm not as tall as people say I am, I'm 1.52m (5'2) tall. I am VERY underweight, I literally weigh 34 kg, yes that's right, and I am anemic, I hate eating food, but I like Chips, it's the best thing there is, besides cereal, it's also good but I need to buy more boxes, it ran out a while ago. Don't ask me for Chips, I don't care if it's for your son, it's MY Chips, and I bought it with MY money, then I won't give it. I have a boyfriend and he's really cute, he plays the keyboard and I can tell you, I'm impressed with how talented he is, sometimes it seems like he doesn't seem to notice it, besides all the times he supported me and told me "just leave your grandparents, live with a friend or something, they will kill you if you stay there" but it's not as easy as it seems, my mother took my friends away from me (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠). My birthday is on 02/18 (February 18th), it's months away, and to be honest, I'm discouraged, they'll probably ignore this and only a few will give me a present, like my mother, I know she's buying me with these things. My mom is not like the others, a cool and supportive mom, she is completely the opposite, she always complains about my style, my hair, my friends, my makeup, EVERYTHING, but when she picks me up from my grandfather's, she says I look good, but if I went out like that with her, she wouldn't even let me leave the house. She actually dates married guys and has already thrown it in my face. My dad is a nice guy, he's just going through some tough times right now and I think I'll have a stepmom :D, she seems nice, he introduced her to me as his friend, but they sent me a photo of them together, and it was cute, I had to delete it because of my mother, she always talks bad about him, even though he stays quiet the whole time. My parents are separated, and I kind of live with my grandparents. My grandfather comes home from work and swears at me, and he also forces me to take sleeping pills, which doesn't help, since they don't work. That medicine makes me feel bad and takes away my energy, as if I had no strength and my body hurts a lot. He threatens my cat a lot and it makes me feel bad, so I'm thinking about taking my cat to my dad's house. My grandma keeps convincing me that I'm a girl (I'm not a girl) and that I have to tidy my room because I'm already a teenager, like, I DON'T CARE, I'M NOT GOING TO TIDY THIS FUCKING ROOM,LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I love mess, I love loose clothes on the floor, it's comfortable, and I don't care if there are visitors or not, no one needs to come into my room to see me. 11AM