I hate having bad signal (random)

I was on vacations and currently going back home (update, im home). We (a few family members and I) went on vacations in car, it took us 2 days to get there and takes two days to go back. We stayed 5 days and counting the traveling days, it’s 9 days. The WHOLE trip there was bad signal, and I HATE IT. I know it’s better than having no signal at all but PLEASE, I can barely do anything else rather than being on insta (very slow). Rn I’m in the car and I’m sooo bored, I want to listen to music, watch Netflix, play Sims 4, Roblox, watch YouTube, DO SOMETHING!!! But I can’t. I got a laptop for Christmas, and it was the best gift ever, yet I have to wait until I get home to use it, and even when I get home, I’ll only have 2 days before classes start, and I high-key dislike my schedule, although, my first 3 classes are with friends. First hour with a friend and 2nd & 3rd hour w my crush. Talking about my crush, bruh I literally want to talk to him so bad but we’re both bad at conversations subjects, like we literally don’t know what to say after “hi, how are you?, what are you doing?” 😭 and I can’t just start interviewing him like “so…what’s your favorite plant?” LMAO JDKSJDJ, like please tell me something to talk to with him, I’m begging you, help a girl out. I’m also a bit nervous bc he confessed to me and asked me out 😓 (we’re not together), I’m curious how this is gonna go. But back to the original subject, I have not been able to do many things bc of the bad signal, like 😕. And no, I do not have any offline game that I can play or something that I can entertain myself with other than dissociate or sleep 💔. Talking about dissociating, I lowkey cannot stop thinking about my crush, like bro I was in the car like 3 days ago and I was thinking how it’d be if he was here with me. One day before sleeping, I imagined him being with me and then us going to sleep holding hands (nothing freaky), I also went to an amusement park and dissociated while walking and was thinking how it’d be if he was there with me 😞. But anyway, I hope they fix those da*m wires that give u internet. This is my first time posting on SpaceHey but I already love it, feels like free therapy XD (if yall wanna know more about my crush, lmk ;3), xoxo.

-Vale