Blogpost #FuckifIknow // life is Good Smiles

Hello one and all, ladies and lads and whatever else that starts with an L.

 Lesbians. Logs. Leopards.

Lacerations.

So, my lovely lacerations(?), its been a minute since I've been on here. I kinda forgot the format here, but.. Usual disclaimer: This weird rambling and life is Good Smiles Loudly #smiling #thesmiler so It'll def be a normal blog even tho I just said it'd be not normal. So if you dont feel like reading that.. why are you reading this? this is already rambling and not really making sense anyways. get outta here ya lil scamp!

.... enough of that. Its been fucking rough, like fucking WOW. Just kinda..

Some psyc nurses are total bitches, like yeahhhh maria. we get you have the TV remote. we still wont respect you.

god. anyways. Yeah its been bad. I'm banned from every planet fitness on the eastern seaboard and my dad- I think ive talked about my dad on here, hes a conspiracy nut- has been sick for the past few months and has sent me lots of... just. here.

The ORION BELT Alpha civilization will DESCEND on your ass and SEND YOU TO SEARS which is a SECRET GOVERNMENT AWAKENING faucility(sic). THEY dont what you to know that they are opening your AINCENT(sic) TRUE pineal gland, hidden by EVIL CHEMTRAIL CHEMICALSS KILLL YOUR NEIGHBOR THEY ARE GOING TO GET YOU AND HUMANITY IS GOING TO FUCKING ASCEND TO THE UPPER REALMS AND THE GODS ARE COMING BACK AS HAS BEEN FORETOLD BY THEY MOST POWERFUL STARS A-

you get it.

facebook has some wild stuff on it. I think he might have covid and its fucking with his brain. or hes getting brain clots again. Either way, hes thousands of miles away and hes still paying for my spotify so I hardly care. hes like 80, late 70s, and he used to do amphetamines so hes already gonna die sooner or later.

.. Wow im a bad person. Thats fun.

I knew this already, why am I acting surprised?

People on here aren't doing so good either, like I saw 3 or 4 diff people posing abt some personality disorder type shit tonight alone. Thats way more than I remember.

Have I changed the way I talk? this feels weird. I know I've sorta been.. shifting,, lately, but... euggh new skin is always so uncomfortable. why do I keep changing?

Not like- I dont steal skin and wear it. Ik it sounds like that but i DONT i PROMMY thats how i say promise now its prommy.

ugbhhhhh I havent slept in forever, im so damn tired but I have an english final to do. Im just blasting music and staring at an empty google doc

and writing this.

bleghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im so flat now, who knew laying around for months and eating basically nothing would make me lose fat? thats crazyyyy

now I'm just getting taller since I got some new antidepressants. im still super skinny but I'm like 5'11'' now its wild

well no I did a little weight back but now I have belly. thats new. what the fuck man, my waist is almost bigger than my bust now. goddamn hate this just hhrgdgrbwshbhj......

well not quite that much. still.

sgjbsrgahhhh booo no fun. alright.

should I write my essay now

why did I choose a super hard topic, I dont give about punitive/restorative justice and how it affects reoffense rates. but now Ive gotta read shit and research. Why didnt I just chose abortion or, fuckin, if school should be shorter like everybody else?

nooo~ I just had to.

whatever.

I have so many dead spiders on my ceiling and my walls. They've been everywhere ever since I went through my closet to find my piercing shit

most of them are cellar spiders, so theyre not dangerous. just annoying.

I mean, I like insects. they're cool! I think im gonna get like a black tattoo of a centipede going around my upper arm some time, itll look so fucking good I stg. Maybe touch up with just some classic like.. vines and roses down the full arm.

Tattoos look so good, i wanna get some eventually. More than a shitty stick n' poke anyways\

I just need to pass my final and not fail school and die in hell instantly from the instant demon blast.

what the hell am i talking about. hello. can anyone hear me. its so cold down here

shouting noise

echo noise

echo noise

echo noise

quiet echo noise

quiet echo noise

very quiet echo noise

silence

aw man

fuck this is due monday shit and I have math which im so fucking bad at theyre gonna kill me with their eviul rays aaaaguh aehfe (succumbs to the rays)

im tired.

Im gonna go do my Bad Drink Special (1 1/2 tsp of expresso powder and some water in a shot glass) a couple times, brb

bad

abd

badhbjj

Yay! I have tasted the ~~Glorious Caffeine~~, and have seen the light of the Divine! I will surely be productive now; And I will NOT get hand tremors again!

Godddd i need to actually do it now dont i. well. this. is. fun.

time to WORK i will WORK i will BE PRODUCTIVE and fuckin a', I will GET AN A! lets GO!

Have a good, no, a great day, night, or whatever time it is when you read that. peace!

.... Really ending it now.

This post. nothing else.
Yep.
Bye.
Au revoir
Auf wiedersehen
Kon'nichiwa Bakasu

Wait its sayonara shi-