Fucking helpppppp

idek what's going on anymore chat, it's like i've gotten to the point everything is just silly to me..my own death is like fucking hilarious to me now!! it's like the only thing i feel i take serious at all rn is being in a relationship..which i'm like really fucked up rn cause i was "in" some type of situationship type thing and he just pretty much led me on for a while just to go back to his ex who randomly popped up while we were talking..eeeeugh and then tell's me to just find someone else but like the thing about me i get OBSESSED sooooo that was kinda hard....eeeeugh people fucking suck, but eh i'm already over that lmao i just hate being single bro i neeedddd someone so badddddd AAAAAAAAAUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH