mini update on my life

hey yall!! its been so long ive missed being on here. 

unfortunately, the literal entire second half of 2024 was DOG SHIT. i dropped out of college (which broke me), got fired from my job, nearly lost one of my oldest friends because i entered this state of extreme isolation and ignored a LOT of people (i still lost a lot of friends from this. im very lonely and its no one's fault but my own), and my cat ran away and has yet to be found. i still have my parents and their support, but every single other aspect of my life has completely fallen apart. ive hit rock bottom. true rock bottom. 

on top of that, i also have this shit ass roommate that very much has an only child outlook on living with people and it hasn't helped at all. there have been a few times in which i didn't want to go back to my apartment because i knew i'd have to deal with her. she's truly not a BAD person, she'll just do a lot better living alone or with someone she has an established friendship with already. 

anyways, hopefully as i begin to repair myself (bc while there is always something lower than rock bottom, i am NOT trying to figure it out) i document it here. i want to be able to come back to this in june of this year and say "my life has gotten a LOT better since this"