R♡ is mad at me again..

I upset him again. I overslept and didn't answer his calls all day until 8 pm because I pulled an all nighter- he was in such a bad mood. I told him I'm sorry and that i genuinely didn't hear them even though my phone was on 100% volume, he didn't really seem to care.

I have a very healthy relationship, but sometimes hes so focused on healing me and having me get better that he forgets this is supposed to be a relationship, not a patient-nurse situation. He cares too much about me getting a job and too little about my mental health. I think I'd die if i got a customer service job or something- i dont want to get relentlessly bullied again. 

He said "Hon no offense, i love you, but for the love of god please do shit you don't feel like doing sometimes."

He thinks I'm doing all of this for attention, he thinks i just dont *want* to get better, and he thinks i dont *want* to get a job. He's told me that before... What do I even do..?