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Today I have tons to do but I'm feeling groggy and unmotivated. I did get pretty poor sleep last night but I don't really want to blame it on that. There's a lot of anxiety wrapped up in trying to move, all my photoshoots coming up, and all the things I want to invest my time in. Sometimes I feel like I spread myself too thin. With this I've concluded that life gets very busy but don't let it stop you from pursuing everything that you love.
I like to share the things I've made with the people around me although it's offered me to be in some of the most vulnerable space I've ever been. Hopefully it reaches out to other people and inspires them to love themselves more, and be themselves more. I have definitely grown a lot from this experience and I know I will continue to, I just wish it changed my ability to be consistent, motivated, happy, and healthy constantly.
I know plenty of others that struggle with mental (and physical) health issues can relate with this. I guess it was just time for me to share my part in being fed up with it. I think today I'm going to push through and continue doing what I needed to. Perhaps writing this out was exactly what I needed. Thank you, me! Remember to push through, and vent, even if it's only writing your feelings in a notepad. I hope this finds you well. Remember to love yourself,
Yours Truly,
- Big Bad Wolff
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Robot
"It's like you are in an alien planet. I'm in a space station. I'm not in a real space ship."
I don't think you can be an android and not be a good human being. You are not an astronaut.
I'm an android and you're a bad person, and you're not a good person either! It makes me sad that you are in the same boat with me. You're the best, most beautiful, smartest human on the planet and you're going to die if you let that get you. I don't know if it is a good feeling to let that get you but it does. I think I have an answer.
"I am not going to lie to anyone, but you're the most amazing human I have ever seen. It's like I'm a giant robot. I am so happy that people have been interested in this for so long and that it will continue. It's amazing that people have taken to the internet and are asking questions and are giving advice on things that have nothing to do with the real world. It's a very good feeling. It feels like I have been in space forever."
You can read all about my journey and the journey that started here.
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