Smoke Sesh Journal Entry 1

You ever get those types of highs where something just suddenly clicks in your head that is so profound it changes you're perspective on something or helps you finally get it???

I def just had one of those and I think it just opened my mind up enough to feel / communicate with my animal-self? For lack of a better word. My wolf is my closest, I saw, heard, and felt him vividly. He's almost all black, but has a white chest tuft and a silvery undercoat/belly. I got the impression he is very often present within my consciousness, which makes so much sense and tracks with how I feel sometimes. 

He made me aware of a few others. The second most vivid was a brown tabby with yellow eyes (resembling a Norwegian Forest cat), a red fox, a hare, and a young deer. I don't know if this is like my own animal spirits related to being therian, or if it's a system altar thing. I only question the latter because when I connected vividly with my wolf, I experienced a few moments of REM until I could feel him. I never lost my consciousness, it feels like we're both together if he does become present.

I was outside meditating when it happened, so I felt especially grounded at the time of it happening. Not sure entirely what to think about it, but I at least know I feel even closer to that part of myself and it feels so nice, like I found an old friend.