I'm still not dead :P

First things first, Happy New Year everyone!!! I'm manifesting nothing but good things for me and everyone as well! I can't even lie though. I'm soooo bad at keeping up with SpaceHey omg BUT I do come with updates! To start, I finally feel mentally stable enough to date again just not long distance! I did also come to terms with something that happened with my ex that made me feel gross and used but I've healed! I do have a boyfriend now which is going amazing, we met through a mutual friend at a metal show last month which funnily enough we were both at the same show before that and he was actually checking me out which itself makes me flustered but anyways, he added me on social media and it just went from there. We spent New Years Eve together and it was an amazing time, we made it official on the first and I have been super happy with him. he's been nothing but sweet to me but there's still a small part in the back of my brain that is scared of loving someone again, but at the same time I strongly believe that it will work out with him! Him living so close to me helps A LOT.