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hi enbies before you talk shit to me i am non binary too and im actually ranting or like questionign in general cause like uh
back like 4 years ago (2021) i had a gender questioning shakalaka momento.
i was actually mad at myself for learning that im gender non-conforming (afab).. or thats what i said.
i then switch between many masculine and neutral genders throughout 2021, until i met my gf (who is my ex now) and she said i didnt "look masculine" enough cause i didnt cut my hair or anything.
shes like lesbian so i was like "yeha me too" (i switched to a feminine gender (girlflux if youre curious))
(the rest is not in bold cause its not that important)
but then when we broke up i switched back to male and realized my bitchass was some obsessed ass neurodivergent shakadoodum and that i dont feel female at all actually.
then on 2022 i was straight up a trans man for like the whole year but still leashed by my FP (a person i was obsessed with) so i didnt really have time to think about myself ever
and girl. when its 2023. i decided lgbt is a shithole and that i was insane and became female again but it was actually disgusting and the aesthetic i claimed to have actually makes me feel like i want to puke
2023 me knows shes actually part of lgbt in a way and knows she have genders that are not cis and sexualities that are not hetero
but still had to be against it cause i found it to be a waste of time
aaaaand on early 2024 i thought i was agender then cut the shit out of my hair and right after reverted back to sigma cool straight woman and regretted my haircut.
theeeeeeeeen on late 2024................. i wanted to make fun of lgbt back then so i did a gender test and allat but then it made me actually think about my gender and realized the female gender never ever correlated with me and i never ever been so calm after learning about my transneutrality
it always felt weird to be called female back then that i had to make neopronouns and had to tell people that those pronouns were a joke
so now im here... alone since last year, i kinda wanna date someone online just for me to feel something at least though but now that i learn that im literally out of the binary its even harder for me to love
i guess
cause like theres people who like only one gender and thats the problem
now i get less bitches cause i aint on the binary girl! who the hell is cetero!
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