250102 | first day back after winter break

im already looking forward to february break..

my sleep schedule is like soo messed up. for the past couple days ive been sleeping at 2-4 am and waking up 12 hrs later. last night I slept at 3 am but I surprisingly I wasn't thaat tired.

this day went by sooo slowly that by third block I was already yawning out of boredom.. (also my chemistry teacher has a beard now, didn't think he could get any scarier but he can.)

at least he was kind enough to push back the elements project to be a term 3 grade! I know nobody probably cares but on our unit 4&5 test I got a 36.5/40 and I was so sure I was going to fail but I didn't :DD I was actually one whole point away from the person with the highest grade thank God!!

my ap language teacher assigned the monthly portfolio, hopefully this time I won't turn it in last minute!! im literally so terrified of her because she for sure thinks im a complete moron with no work ethic eekkk

history was fun because I got to catch up with my bestest friend ever too bad we didn't see each other for the rest of the day (we didn't have psych today or any of the same breaks/lunches)

math was how it is usually. we have assigned seating and I share a table with these two popular sporty girls, they're friendly but they dont really talk to me (im chronically awkward so I wouldn't know what id say to them anyways :p)

the only really special thing was the fact that me and my crush made eye contact. right before that I was heading to my seat when I almost bumped into him. 

when that happened I had the worst case of butterflies AHGFGHJ.. its nothing out of the ordinary too I almost always run into people so I have no idea why I felt that way

well anyways after he looked towards the back which is where my table is and I accidentally looked at him at the same time. he was probably looking at something else thinking back on it (but im a little VERY delusional and am secretly hoping he dreamt of me over break and is now madly in love with me)

well tomorrows friday and I dont have math class until monday.. ill update u guys when he proposes next class