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about me !! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

Hi all! Let me introduce myself to you, as a new Spacehey user! ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎

You can call me EEF. Short for Ethan? Nope. Short for Teefscrubz, which is my username on pretty much everything. I use he/they pronouns, and as of right now I'm 20 y/o!

I've always wanted to start a blog, but I've never quite known what to write about. I always thought, sharing my thoughts about random stuff would be fun!! But what if nobody wants to read it? Then I realised - who cares! Hell yeah! So, let me tell you about myself, if you're interested!

I'm from the UK, born and raised in a city, but I've really found myself living in a seaside town for uni. Don't worry, I'm not doxxing myself - half the damn UK is seaside towns, and the majority of them have or are near universities. Nothin special, aye. I'm pagan and practice witchcraft, as a devotee to Hekate, Loki, and Lucifer - which I am aware is the strangest mix ever. Hellenic and Celtic? Bonkers.

MySpace was only just before my time, which is devastating tbh, because Iwould've loooved it. I love alternative spaces, and though I don't really think of myself as any one subculture - it really depends on the day, and the fluctuation of my interests - I myself am wholly an alternative person, in many forms. I love the goth, scene, and punk cultures and often read and research about them, admire the fashion and music - both of which I dabble in often, for all of the above! - but first and foremost I am very simply an emo, before anything else lol.

My older sibling got me into Fall Out Boy when I was around 7 or 8 so...had no choice but to be emo, I guess, LMAO.

I study Film at uni, so I love watching and making movies - and especially, I love yapping about them. Lord of the rings? I could go on for hours. Venom? Gay!! (/pos). My favourite film right now is Lisa Frankenstein, but honestly it changes practically weekly.

I'm very autistic about BBC Merlin/Arthurian legend too - I actually met my partner through our mutual love of Merlin, and our individual posting about it online!! Every time she visits me, we make at least twelve Merlin jokes, usually while fighting for the duvet to go to sleep.

 She will read this and call me gay. She's right. ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧


I actually label myself as 'queer', and it's one of those things that I find easier to explain to queer people, you know? As a nonbinary person, no matter how trans-masc, I don't feel like my attraction is at all conventional or heterosexual, no matter the gender of the person I'm attracted to. I like a man? That's pretty gay, I'm trans-masc. I like a woman? Gay as fuck, I'm not 100% a guy. I like an enby? Dude, don't freak out, but that is SO gay. So, I just call myself queer - no other label feels right, to me. And I'm sure other trans mascs and enbies find other labels better, or find that 'just' straight/gay works for them, and that's awesome! But not me, bucko.

I may have forgotten what the point of this blog is.

Oh, right! Talking about me!

Well, if it wasn't obvious, I waffle, yap, and lose track of what I'm saying very easily.

That'll do, I reckon - don't you? I've no idea what else to ramble about, for now. Other than drawing, playing video games, and writing fics/novels, I mostly just whimsically wander about, fixate on random skills and hobbies for a limited amount of time before jumping to the next one, or enjoy listening to music and singing along whilst anxiously glancing at the door and hoping nobody can hear my nonsensical garbles from outside my room.

Cheerio, toodle pip, and see you later!

yippee cat dancing

p.s: in England, we do not actually fucking say cheerio or toodle pip. At least, not seriously.


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