1/2/25 brain dump

Omg it's already Thursday. I have so much work to do and I have the motivation to do none of it. I can't let myself fail the semester, but I'm so overwhelmed. No matter how hard I try I can't keep my focus. I hate school. Most of the work I need to do isn't even hard, there's just so much of it and it's all boring. 
I also gotta go to therapy today. I've only been seeing my new therapist for a few weeks so it's still pretty awkward, but she's nice. Maybe I'll tell her I'm a therian? Idk. We'll probably end up talking about school the whole time again. Her office is closer to home than my old therapist, but my mom would take me to my old therapist cus she doesn't like me driving on the highway. My new therapist's office would only be like 20 minutes away if it weren't for the traffic. It's more like 30 cus of rush hour. I'm not familiar with the area so the last like 10 minutes of the drive make me pretty anxious. But at least my favorite dinner is still near it. My mom and I would get Piada almost every week after therapy and I was sad to not have that anymore, but there's one right down the street from my new therapist's office! It's so good. Maybe I'll bring my headphones today and eat there for a change. 
That's all I really have to say rn, but I'll probably say more later.

bye bye