Why does the new year thing feel so intense?

Happy new year y'all ! <3

I feel like I have been on edge since the clocks strikes 00;00. 2024 was a good year I mainly just worked on myself and growth and shi. I made a vision board on new years eve, played games, chilled with my cat and done a face mask.

I'm feeling pretty good about this year. I have decided to completely irradicate everything I've ever known or done and purely just focus on just me :3