I HATE DECEMBER

THIS MONTH HAS BEEN THE WORST MONTH EVER OHHH MY GOD I JUST NEED TO RANT 

ok so at the beginning of this month my friends kept hanging out w/o me and not talking to me and I felt so alone all the time literally nobody talked to me and being @ home was miserable as hell like genuinely so miserable I always came home late as hell just to avoid being there like it was SO!!! horrible

 and then I GET ADMITTED TO A PSYCH WARD FOR A WEEK

i got released on good behavior ig but they shoved me into ANOTHER PROGRAM FOR 2 WEEKS, MISSING THE ENTIRE MONTH OF SCHOOL BECAUSE GUESS WHAT ITS WINTER BREAK NOW!!!!!!!!!

SO, by the time winter break ends, I will have missed just over a month of school. I'm so behind on schoolwork it's not even funny anymore and none of my friends want to hang out w me still and ignoring me all the time like oh my god.

being at home is still so miserable so in the end it actually was all for nothing !!!