My New Year’s resolution

There are a few things on my 2025 bucket list!  For one I would like to stop f**king swearing in anything that ain’t music!  As I said  the idea of being female cis or otherwise female and swearing like a drunk samurai can be unbecoming as I swore to f**king much this last effing year.  For one I was unloading a lot a lot  of trauma that I was dealing with and seeing a psychiatrist because  said effing trauma.  I had some stupid stuff happen to me in my coming up to 36 years of my life! Some  I wish not to remember at all but it’s important to learn.  That being said.   Do I need to use foul language when learning from my trauma that other people caused me….. no but sometimes it’s not avoidable.  But I think that if you want to be treated human you need to sound the part and not be bark like a dog!  Who’d also leads into the idea of not being so angry as often!  This one I also struggle with because I personally don’t like being anger and holding it in…..that just leads to more frustration and trouble then you real need…..so that is why I want to work on anger: for one I am not a drama queen so I don’t want to cause it!  Also I learned a few weeks ago that my anger as peeved some people off.  I guess that was not the idea of my life. I am not trying to be (d)ick in life but it happens.

Also I want to work on being one with my self, bother the above reasons as well as spiritually!  I want to be more of a shamanic healer then to be a pain in the ass,  but you first have to start off with your self!  Healing yourself is the first step….this shamanism was starting as a hobby but soon turned into my way of thinking!  Also because of that I am starting to observe and respect other people’s opinions on life!  As they have a reason to have those ideas!  

The other things and these are more materialistic and minimal…..2 tattoos, piercing and a concert to go to!  That being said that will be easier on me then the above scenarios !   And also I want to work on my writing on Wattpad and hope to get into the Wattpad wattys contest again!  

Another minor thing is to work on a graphic novel and a screen play.  Sounds like a good year coming up!