rant about soulmates and this guy i met on roblox three years ago

the closest I've gotten to a soulmate is when having many hour long philosophical and political conversations over vintage roblox games years ago with people i have never since talked to. i wonder where they are now. i seriously doubt i'm ever gonna have as wonderful and interesting conversations with anyone i go date now or in the future; what a fun thought. time and place is such a huge deal because what do you mean the love of my life could have lived in cambodia in the 1870's and died a hundred years before i was even born. heartbreaking conclusion, i'm never gonna accept this. also, i stay waiting for the one night that happens every two years where i find someone on fyaa to share my entire outlook on a strange specific topic with... it's the little things that keep me alive