Mall Trip Boycrush <3

OMG! So me and my friends went to the mall a few days ago and I saw THE FINEST guy ever (to me). He had long blonde hair, a pretty smile, a nice voice, and he was tall! He honest looked like RORY CULKIN!!! Who I happen to think is a VERY fine man. I swear he was so cute. I doesn't help that I kinda have a thing for metalheads. And, oh my gosh i swear he had to be at least a foot taller than me (I'm 5 foot). 

I felt bad/weird tho becasue every store we went to him and his friends WERE THERE. I didn't want him to think we were stalking him or something but we were just shopping. I even tried going into a different store when a saw him go into a store I was going to go into. After being in that store for like 8 minutes I go to the store I wanted to go to and HES STILL THERE.

I was such a LOSER! I didnt even ask him for his numebr or anything even tho we were basically playing eye-tag the whole time! I COULD HAVE BAGGED HIM!!! But I was just too shy. I need to live a little, stop being sacred of embarasign myself. OMG I'm actually so upset with myself because where I live my type is basically EXTINCT.

oh my gosh I'm never gonna see him agaian.

TLDR: Saw a cute metalhead that was totally my type, instead of asking him out i played eye tag and fumbled the bag. #disappointedinmyself