it's been a while.

I've noticed that my blog wasn't updated for the past 3 months, so I'm coming out of my (unannounced) hiatus to tell all of you why:

College applications. Oh my god, I hate them so much. 

These past few months I've been dealing with almost 30 applications (26 to be exact), 5 essays (with almost 10 revisions from my teachers and English online tutor), a number of panic attacks, social anxiety, and creating a new playlist entirely made out of steampunk/dark cabaret/noir jazz songs that I've found in my old HP laptop when I was 9 years old.

What was I saying again? Oh right, HIGH SCHOOL IS EATING ME ALIVE T_T

At least I have 5 more months to deal with it until graduation lol.