23:48

ah- nearly 2025. not a fan of new year, I'm spending this one alone in my room, ironic really- seeing as i spent most of the year alone in my room- but yk what? I feel ok ab it. Still hate new year though. its like a hangover- u have christmas which is nice and all, then new years comes round and makes you feel all nostalgic and shit- i mean- ik it could feel inspiring too, but uhh... fuck that- can i be arsed being inspired? nah.

spent the day watching impractical jokers. I did get out though! so- go me i guess- went to an italian restaurant.

I thought a waiter there was faking the Italian accent.

turns out he was just polish.

im not the sharpest knife in the drawer.

Resolutions???

um, play more guitar... get out a bit more... uhh... stop sleeping so much. i slept like, on and off for 24 hours yesterday which SUCKED ASS.

ugh i feel like such a lame, depressing ass- i swear im fun irl- I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

anyways, as im writing this- theres 6 minutes until its new years.

i reckon 2025 is gonna be ok

ill get out of highschool

go to college

start living like an eighteen year old should, yk? fuck everything- Itll be cool.

If I dont get at least three more tattoos next year I give everyone on this website full permission to shoot me like an injured racehorse.

THAT WAS A JOKE PLEASE DONT SHOOT ME

anyhoo, 4 minutes now.

might just wait here for a bit...

Im listening to Lover, you shouldve come over by jeff buckley to ring in the new year...

sigh. I love jeff buckley. this little piano bit at the start makes me wanna stab my eyes out. wow.

he played it on a harmonium- mmm

I should get a jeff b tattoo. I have a book full of copies of his journal entries n stuff.

I should find some lyrics and get them tattooed on me. I nearly changed my middle name to Buckley. I didnt though- meh.

1 minute to go.

OHHHHHH SOMETIMES A MAN MUST AWAKE TO FIND THAT, REALLY, HE HAS NOOOO ONNEEEE

WILL I EVER SEE YOUR SWEEET RETUUUURN

oh lover, you shouldve come over

happy new year- 00:00

I still feel the same.

and thats ok :)

-mjrtom