!! HAPPY NEW YEARS !!

Mini blog for today<33

Happy New Years everyone! 2025 already?! woah. this is crazy. This year I've been focusing on myself a lot. I graduated Highschool, learnt Electric guitar, learnt to skateboard. I dyed my hair almost 50 times this year (RIP my hair) LMAO

I've only had spacehey for like 5 days but I hope i can become closer to you guys. Ever since i've discovered metalcore and "emo" music my life has changed for the better, and although no one i know irl likes those same things, i have a good feeling that i'll meet someone eventually and be able to have a friendship that i can value for a lifetime. ALSO?! I'M 17 THIS YEAR!? THAT'S INSANE... I feel old

 For the first time in years i spent a whole year single. it's an odd feeling. I'm aroace but i do really want a partner, I want to try again, i can be a good partner. Even though i dont really understand what love is, partners to me is like a best friend that's there for you 24/7 and you're there for them. That's what I want. 

My goals for 2025 are:

• Get a partner 
• Go to a local music show
• Make some music friends (Maybe start a band)
• Land an Ollie
• Get snakebites
• Get a septum peircing
• Get my double piercings done professionally
• Build some musclemass
• Get a binder
• Move out of home
• Have a full closet of clothes I like
• Make my own custom guitar from scratch
• Learn leatherworking and blacksmithing
• OH AND GROW MY HAIR OUT !! proper scenemo style.

I'm kinda scared because I'm starting University next month, it's gonna be nice to have freedom but at the same time, i don't know what im doing and im fast approaching adult life and "the real world". i'm not ready for that... but then again, i never will be. so its better if i do.

The fireworks last night were very pretty (shown below)