dear diary, its 31/12/24. happy almost new year.
i skipped school today, because i was sick.
but you only though that i skipped school today because i didnt wanted to do your homework.
to deal with you
to fucking listen to your nonsense
i hate swearing now because im scared of turning into what you are.
an meanie, disrespectful, selfish, ignorant, egoist human. im scared of being you.
can i even consider you an human anymore? it seems like you have no feelings.
i was sitting in the bleachers outside. after the high school soccer game ended.
i was alone, hearing you saying my name. were you mad or out off your mind? it dosent matter anymore.
you appeared infront of me, and you had the choice to say 'hi' but instead you yelled 'fucking little bitch"
you thought i was hiding from you, but i was just containing my frustration toward your actions and words.
can i even call it words? they are just gibberish.
i looked at your eyes.
why are they pretty even though there only one basic color in it?
ur dyed hair.
so.
so.
so.
so pretty.
if u were more kind, a bit more respectful, more self-less.
i would kiss you in your lips.
your soft lips.
i hate this feeling
i love you, but i cant at the same time.
i shouldn't love you.
such an pretty boy with such an mean behavior.
im dissapointed, on you and myself.
were both kids. still.
we should learn.
about our mistakes.
shouldnt we?
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the date is still 31/12/24.
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