Silly rambles + experimenting w formatz

Haiiii!!! my name is sodaa fizz and I am typing on space hey rn???? im not really sure how this whole thing works :p ill figure it our!!!

im chilling in my room listening to music n I found this silly little album on YouTube (fav track might b push, I luuv silly little songs that sound like tehy were written by angry little kids)

my rooms a mess n I been realz anxious lately....

I might start writing poetry again. ive been making more art lately. I swept yesterday. my screen times been down but I need more plants in my room. 

oh hey I can add stuff njrvenfkjjnfje

old old pic of my room from a different time in my life. been thinking about that time lotz recently.

I really really want noting more than for my friends and partner to be happy. I wanna go to a church with ammnabelle and feel guilty. I wanna sit on my bed and I wanna forgive myself. I mamma forgive others. I don't wanna be cordial, I wanna rip my guts out and I want these ugly vultures to feed on me. their faces are wrinkled and theres piss running down their legs. I hate them but I don't want to. this is the natural order of high school.