ABOUT TO BE NEW YEARS!!!! HAPPY 2009!!! XDD

🌻 3rd blog entry thingggyyy :P

heeeyyyz sooo ive been prettyyyy dead recently heh ;o; but im back now for a bit coz im supa bored!!!!! its currently christmas break and about to be new year! (its new years eve o_O!!!) soooo im probably just gonna give mai thoughts on this year and yap about manyyyy random stuffzzz >w< so first!! ill just talk about how my life has been i guessss! for future me to see! (☆ω☆)

welllll, lifes been touuughh... like SUPPAAA ( ; ω ; ) so many bad thingz have happened since i last blogged!!!! but i guess its been FIIINE. i dunno!!! me and my gf are still together OFCZ. im nevaaa leaving them evaaa. i love them 5EVAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! but anywayz... we did have some problems in regards 2 our parents :T kindaaa saddd. but its not laik we cant see each other or anything!! we're just unfortunately nat allowed 2 sleepover ;o; soooo annoyingggg... all coz we both talked about stuff related to being gay n stuufffzz...

anyway, dont wanna talk ab sad stuff!!!!!! ummm, i guess this break was just mid... its kind of boring coz nothing really happens other than me waitinf 4 mai bf to respond, but otha than that i did play some stuff with some of my otha friends n its fuuunnnn ><  

just todai i played with koddeeehh! we played roblox first n then l4d2!!! it was fun but my old bumbum got dizzy so fast!! (＠_＠) i think we'll play agian laterrrr or tomorrow i dunno yet!! but it was such a fun game!!! im just reaaally bad at it XDD sorry kodeh!!! 

hmmm... i also made some new friends in class!!! i waasss at first really scared of my classmates but im friends with almost all of dem naaooo! theyre really cool and most of them r nice and NOT judgers :,3 !! alot of dem know about me laiking dumb stupid countries and stufffzz... oh yes and of course am still into THE AMAZING HETALIA!!!!!!! XDD never leaving dis fandom i thinkz.

my hetalia merch collection ONLY GROWS AND GROWS! my entire freaking room is hetalia!!!! and i also recently bought some romachu acrylic stands and then some more little coin figurines! sooooo i have duplicates now ehhehehee xdd (≧▽≦)

my year has beeeennnn suuchh a ride tbh !!! so many things happened and idunno if im grateful or regretful honestly!! uwaaaah! o(TヘTo)

honestly, i just hope 2025 treatz me bettaaaa...!! this year was OK.... but of courseeee i want a better year next year! so im trying mai best to start it off good by just letting everything in my head out through this blog even tho noobodyyy will see it ;o; hmmm... dats something i gotta work on too.... im really caught up in attention and i LOVEEEEE validation on da internet ;w; !!! i really wish i didnt though but!! well!! its there!

i cant help but want sooooo much likes and stuff on all my social media accz! but its so hard becoz the algorithm is always mean!!!! (T_T) / i mean!! im not really saying dat my art and other stuff deserve it but its just a lil sad yaknowwwww... i put alotz of effort into stuff but it barely gets any attention :,3 im grateful for the amount i get right now though!! and i have alot of friends online too becoz of what i post!!

ill try to fix dat next year! i want to draw 4 myself and mostly only 4 maiself but its sooooooo hard... especially becoz i thriveeee on nice compliments and stuff :((... obviiii i draw 4 myself 2 but laikk... i still want to get attention yk? sighhhh its so harddd ;o;

im also pretty upset and sad dat romachu (romano south italy x yao the people's republic of china) isnt an actual ship ;o; cozzz im srs when i sai my health RELIES on them sooooooo bad. coz likeee theyre just really soooo me and my bf!!!! theyre LICHHHH usssss... sighh its so hard being a rarepair liker!!!!!! (＃`Д´) wish they had a freak ton of fanart like otha hetalia ships!!!!! luckily my other ships are preeettyy popular... i mean popular enuf to have fanarts n stufffsss...

hmmm... wat else is there to talk about... ∑(O_O;) mai brain is quite stummppeddd! 

i wish people were active on this site teeewww :,3 especially mein friendossss... but most of them are on here once in a blue moon (laik me!! oops!! xdd) its a really fun website spacehey!! and i realllyy wish i could live in 2009 when hetalia was RAMPANT!!! well, it stilllll kindaaaa is but laikk ykwim????!!?! i wish i could have cosplayed with a dumb little cosplay group!!! i wish i could cosplay yao wang!!! ;o; i meaaan, i do cosplay her but its laik closet cosplay n i dont really show any1 but my bf hehehehe... i bought them a romano wig though!!! hoepfully in da future we will be able to cosplay romachu together!!! dat would b SOOOOOOOOOOO FUN!!!!!!!!! 

i thinnkkkk dats it for now... hmmm....... (＠´ー`)

overall this year was OK....!! not da best but it could be worseeee... i hope 2025 will treat me betta... GOODBAI EVERYPONY!!!!! venezyano signing out for nao!!! 

HAPPY 2009 (2025)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ☆(>ᴗ•) i hope you all have amazing yearrzzz!!!!! 🌻