New years??? (Rant/blabbering session)

Soooooooooo basically I'm quite excited for 2025 to happen but I am NOT happy about my neighbors celebrating, also my family to btw｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ Because some of the nearby neighbors absolutely LOVE making a FRICK ton of noise for the new years but my grandma and grandpa are trying to sleep. I get that people can have fun but dude the motorcycles are SOOOOOOOOO FRICKINH  LOUD like... They've been prepping for this day to COMEEE it's like the New years is an Excuse to get loud and drunk, idc if your drunk but don't say shit next to my house to shit about ME (I'm the loser in the neighborhood IG??) I can ALWAYS hear them laughing since our house walls are quite thi, ALSO YESTERDAY OR A FEW DAYS AGO ONE NEIGHBOR WAS HAVING A BDAY PARTY, WHICH GOOD FOR THEM I BET IT WAS REALLY FUN. BUT THEN A FEW KIDS STARTED SCREAMING AND MOANING NEAR MY HOUSE, MAKING FUN OF ME AND STUFF, I WAS ANNOYED AND TURNED MY MUSIC UP BUT THEY DIDN'T STOP UNTIL 5 MINUTES LATER AFTER GETTING BOREDಠ⁠,⁠_⁠｣⁠ಠ btw the party literally ended at like TWELVE  *Sobs(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)* anywaysyysysysyys the topic is getting derailed. So back on track, I'm here in my room typing this while my parents get drunk outside our place, grandma and grandpa are in a room next to me. Music blasting so loud you can feel it through your whole body and makes you nauseous, I'm slightly excited but also scared since I literally flinch at loud noises, WHICH IS ABSOLUTE HELL HERE!!! WHY?? BECAUSE MY FAMILY (EXCEPT MEMAW AND POPS) ARE PLANNING TO FIRE UP SOME FIREWORKS AND SO ARE THE NEIGHBORS ALSO I KEEP OCCASIONALLY HEARING THOSE LOUD SONIC BOOMS AROUND MY LITTLE BROTHERS MAKE OUT OFWHATEVEVRRR SO ITS HELL FOR ME I KEEP FLINCHING!!!ヘ⁠（⁠。⁠□⁠°⁠）⁠ヘ AAAAHRHSJAUSKKEODJKJ I WISH I HAD SOMETHING SO THEY GET A TASTE OF THEIR OWN MEDICINE . .. anyways I CANT GET THIS STOPPID BOLD THING TO STOP IDYSKJAMAJDHKSNSHSHJXKJ btw if please add me