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as u all know i am a nicotine addict who happens to also be underage and if u comment under this post saying anything about how m too dramatic, or shouldnt be doing drugs at such a young age then dont comment at all because trust me i know
so last night i went to sleep happy knowing that i have found a plug, im home alone, and that he will bring me nicotine th next day. i even RESERVED a vape specifically for me
the next day comes and i wake up.. i give evryone time to actually wake up and i text the plug at 12 pm, "hey, r u open?" and im left on delivered . lets just call this plug swervo. anywho, around 1pm after being on delivered for an hour i text another plug and lets just call him bandzy. i text bandzy, who had just followed me back 24 seconds ago "hey, do u have nic?" he replies instantly and i pick out my flavor and he tells me that its $5 off if i shout him out on ig. i tell him i will he says okay, and he says that hes 40 mins away...im three hours into being on delivred by swervo and im TWO HOURS into being on delivered by bandzy. so at this point im starting to get mad and i text bandzy, "Eta?" (estimated time of arrival?).. and im ondelivered for another 2-3 hours by bandzy.. and swervo hadnt replied at all. i even texted two other plugs and one said they only have weed and another said theyre out of town. so 2-3 hours later bandzy texts me back. "My fault i got into hella shit, u can just pay 25 youn even have to shoutout anymore mb" i say, "okayy, r u sure?" and im LEFT ON DELIVERED AGAIN. at this point my mom is alreadyhome and my whole entire day is ruined. its 6:33 pm and i get a text from swervo saying, "Yo mb im late" i say "bro" "can u be otwnow?" and about an hour later i text again and say "r u open now or no" an unsend my "Can u be otw now" text entirley. left on deliverd a fucking gain. so then i get a text from bandzy at 9:40pm saying "I can slide now fr, if u up an need i got u" and i say "alrr we can do stash n dash" "js lmk when ur otw" (stash n dash is when u hide the money, they replace it with the item, and u go back to get the item when they leave.) so then he texts me and asks me my adress and im like okay i think i might finally get one! he even told me that he was 28 mins away.. LEFFT ONDELIVRED AGAIN AND HE STILL HAS NOT RESPONDED. swervo fucking texts me at 11:15 pm and says "Mb bro, ya i been open" YOUVE BEEN OPEN?!!?!??!?! ugh anyways and so im asking him how far he is from me and stuff and it eventually gets to a point where hes here after HOURS. OF WAITING. so i casually risk my life with my own mother to go out and buy drugs and he goes to the back, looks at me n says... "what strand u want?"..... i go "?? do u have geekbars?" he goes.. "OHHHHH u wanted nic i dont got that on me rn mb bro" . . . dot. . . dot. . . dot. . . i stand there with the money in my hand. my moms car keys in my pocket. a tear nearly falling from my eye. and i say, "oh. yeah its fine bro" and walk away. AS IM WALKING AWAY HES TXTING ME LIKE "fuck mb wrong driver" "my nic driver is 7mins away" as im already back in my fucking house and cant leave or else my mom will get suspicous he texts me that his nic driver was litterallly IN MY NEIGHBOORHOOD AS SOON AS I GOT INSIDE. . . . . . . . . im balling rn. im so fucking mad. lmk if my tears or valid or if im a stupid fucking idiot because at this point i am not sure and i really am debating wether or not i should live. so lmk!
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Umbstrella
Posts like these make me sad, i dont understand some of it, but i hope you stop doing it :(
foolok
even tho you said don't comment this cause I already know it, you really shouldn't vape
I smoke a lot and I wanna stop
I told my mother about it, well, "told", because she caught me smoking, but anyways, she told me she gets why I smoke because I do it because of anxiety and she did so when she used to smoke
She told me to get a 0% nic vape to calm the impulse of lighting a cigarette but it doesn't work when you're addicted, even if it's one bit like in my case
If you wanna stop I would tell you to start with 20%-40% nic vapes, and then go lowering until you reach 0% and eventually quitting the vape
If you try it will be hard, but it's better than keep doing it and develop more addiction :c
TYSON
'plug' 'stash n dash' 'drugs' its a kiddie flavoured VAPE... bro hahaha
dude u r not cooler for doing harder drugs lmao
by foolok; ; Report
I rarely do harder drugs, I just don’t vape cause it’s stupid.
They asked if it’s stupid, I said yes cause I’m not gonna ‘oh POOOR baby’ cause they’re crying over not being able to hit that sweet minty flavoured puff stick cause Mummy Dearest is home
You’re not doing drugs, and it’s it’s not no dealer… it’s some 18 year old with access to a smoke shop LMAO
by TYSON; ; Report
man people have addictions, i don't care if you do or do not do drugs, i don't care if you have addictions too or not, if you're not going to help just shut the fuck up
nobody asked for your opinion
by foolok; ; Report
actually they did ask! its just a vape. build a bridge lol.
by TYSON; ; Report
okay smartass
u r so incredible and attractive when u r picking on a minor with a nicotine addiction
keep doing that stuff, I'm sure you'll be loved by everyone
by foolok; ; Report
oh lord not this excuse... 'im a minor!!!' but acting grown talkin like a drilla over vapes while mums at work tryna give this kid a good life
by TYSON; ; Report
vape addiction probs the stupidest shit ever
by TYSON; ; Report
TYSON
this sounds like a 12 year olds biggest issue in life LMAO
ohmygoddd shut up
by tabby; ; Report
bet mums moneys paying for that bullshit too huh
by TYSON; ; Report