maybe i need to stay away from social media from some time

i think it might be affecting me?

the main offenders are discord and tumblr, and in both platforms im in a specific community/subculture that centers around mental health. the members of it are all quite mentally unwell, including myself, and although i love it and what its brought me, i think i may have been made worse by it.

alternatively, my mental health has just gotten worse on its own. i dont want to leave the community, but you know, its quite nice, the idea of having this blog on here where none of my friends know it or can see it, i can rant about aaaanything i want. so i plan to post more on here. lets see if i keep that up.

im just a nobody, but i'm glad if you read this.