I want to learn everything amd be everything!!!! is that so much to asfk for??!?!?!?!??!

i want to understand the stars and how they guide, feel the weight of history in every moment, create art that makes people cry, solve equations that unlock the universe, and just know—know it all, do it all, be it all.but the world feels so vast, and i 'm so small, and time, god, time, it laughs at me. i reach for a thousand things, and my hands close on air. why is it like this? why can’t I stretch far enough? why does wanting more, knowing more, feel like trying to drink the ocean with a spoon? i want to taste every lpiece of this world, but it’s slipping through my fingers, and idon’t even know where to begin. is it too much to ask, to want to be everything all at once?

don't read this nonsense i'm justa realy hungry