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Venting - Gender dysphoria

Being genderfluid has gotta be a joke because, how am I going to get dressed and present feminine in the morning then in public I physically freeze up because I get hella dysphoric out of NOWHERE!!! Like someone else's sick joke flipping the gender-switch on me. (ToT)

Can't manspead when you're wearing a damn skirt!!

Didn't go out today, but I had a friend ovr and it'd be awkward to change clothes out of nowhere :( I'm sick of being confident in myself just for me to second guess myself an hour later??

 It's like my gender is trying to be a indecisive little shit. Stare at yourself in the mirror and think; "I can't put my finger on it, but something's wrong. You aren't built correctly. You don't match. I don't recognize you."

It's unfair, BUT im getting better at accepting sometimes I won't always be 100%, and that's okay (especially in the middle of the night all alone lol)

Still sucks tho...


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