the damned life of the [}:3]years of aged young thing

it’s so weird being me, you know? i mean im some [ }: o] year old troll in this goddamned world full of …people in the billions, right? and the world doesn’t revolve around me even in my own life?! it’s supposed to be a movie im not supposed to be crying every fucking night because im SAD. im always sad! fuck my life and fuck everything that created it, i’ll fuck it good too cause

sorry , back on topic. ahem! now as i was not saying i am SAD always ! i’ve even started praying every night cause im a good little girl who hasn’t done not a thing! yeah totally NO IM A FUCKED INDIVIUDAL and no one likes me no one loves me and im glad to have it that way. my lover calls me names and ina way i think it’s so…scandalous… sexy? attractive…lovely. but FUCK does it make me sad too ! but i deserve it . i don’t know let me shut it 

i hope this isn’t going against the rules i used foul language haha