queers,crushes, and mental health issues.EP 3-how I lost my best friend

Dec 28 2024

So hi guyssss i knows probably like no one is reading this so yeah but I am still going to write and stuff so lets get started.When I first when to middle school lets just say it wasn't easy.I had a friend named (Lets use a fake one) John.John was really nice but he was pretty lonely we were pretty good friends until the Christmas tree farm my other friend I made he was in my science class John and I were going to the farm where I met up with my friend (fake name again) Jacob (I know the names suck bear with me) Jacob and I had simlar issues with mental health.SO my dad passing was my queer awakening thing. And I didn't know much about the LGBTQ+ community and when I met Jacob things kind clicked. You see Jacob is gay and I thought I was bi (I didn't really reazlize how much men suck) so we became friends John got jealze on how much we were hanging out and asked if we were dating.I said no and that Jacob was gay (imma ask if I can use Jacobs name but idk)John got very uncomfortable around Jacob and John had been making girls in my class feel werid like staring at them and stuff and I planned on telling him I was bi at the farm. He got really werid about it and I decided if he was going to be a rude person I didn't want to be his friend.So yeah.Bye y'all TYSM for reading