It's been one of the strangest years of my entire life

I thought I really liked this guy but honestly I can see why 12th house synastry wouldn't be for the weak and people not grounded in reality. A lot of telepathy going on and that's not enough to sustain anything. The back and forth was super fun at times but when push came to shove the non committal, not communicating, unclear boundaries aspects came into play. I'm not even sure what he meant by that, I know it's a tactic to confuse the other person into desperate measures but I think he underestimated how much of a not desperate person I am, and how much else I have going on in my life to not even be in the mindset of 'woe is me, where is he?' I'm young but too grown for that, I have my whole life ahead of me!

I used to make it clear all the time that there aren't strings or a need for commitment attached to something mostly regulated to online contact (DUHHH). Not only to protect my own feelings but because I also knew the kind of person he was. I think the decency was lost on him though because after he asserted LIVE in front of 100+ people that I was 'da luv of his lyfe', I was ignored for trying to say 'hey' (we should talk about this so let's get the politeness out of the way). I was also always seen, not that I gave a damn after a certain point, browse the internet how you like. And if I ever get uncomfortable, I have control over what I post and what is shared publicly at the end of the day. It was always up to me to make the most of the situation and honest to God? I really did.

I think by now he knows he's got a pyrrhic victory, that with repeating the cycle and still feeling alone. To be honest with you the move to go out with someone you used to take pot shots at every chance you could in front of people could only be seen as miraculous by people on the outside and made transparently clear by me, who is not slow and not the jealous type. Power to you. I guess it's true men will cling onto the women who will put up with him until he eventually gets bored. I'm not in any certain terms saying that our meeting was his last chance at anything love related because it is up to him at every point in time to choose the life he wants to live. I will say it's not a cope to say he's such a bad bitch fumbler, I said that from day one and I am still correct.

By the way everyone knows he cheated on you already BAAAAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA. Wait lemme guess lemme guess, you two are 'making it work' after he asked for an 'open' RELATIONSHIP? PFFFTTT OHNONONO AAAA PPFTAAAAAAAAAHHAHAHAHAHAAAA 

You've been his most prized cuckquean and you've been upgraded from the virtual seat to the physical--NO REFUNDS!!!!!😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 HEEE HEEE HEEEEEEEEHAHAHAHAHQHA

Girl, from the bottom of my heart you earned it. God bless.