truth of being an a level student

your classes literally become your life. the first thoughts that pop up into my mind the moment i wake up is how am i going to pass physics and what am i going to eat today. hobbies arent a thing anymore. I always have eraser shavings somewhere on my shirt. i even found eraser shavings in my tea. i go through like 2 pens a semester. it doesnt sound like a lot but when was the last time you finished a pen?? all this and im just an average student. 

mind you I take 3 subjects. im only getting examined in two this january. whoever said junior year would be less work is insane