queers,crushes, and mental health issues.EP 2-loss

Dec 27 2024

Hi guys I still cant sleep so here is another one. So when I was 10 I loss my dad.And I think that was like my queer awakening.I was in a really developemental stage in my life and even then a lot was going on. I didn't really understand. My dad passed during Christmas time and it was our favorite holiday.I didn't have the best relationship with my mom and still don't. I have always been like the odd one out in my family after my dad passed.I was always in and out of therapy. I know that my mom and sister don't understand why I am the way I am and I'm sick of it because as Tori spring said because I should be the first to understand that.Loss and grief affect people different people differently sometimes my mom thinks that my mental health issues are all related to grief and she doesn't believe that my old therapist did not help and I miss my old therapist sometimes.She really helped I am getting older so I really want to talk to her sometimes but I don't know if I am allowed to. Ok so I am crying right now I'll see you guys later.