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Well isnt this fancy??????? :D
ive spent the day coding- the whole day- just my profile and stuff, and it could be worse, ngl!
ive honestly kinda enjoyed it. i am tired though- i was up late last night- but ill probably stay up even later tonight- eh, oh well.
being 18 kinda sucks y know? its just...odd- i dont like it- im not saying i wish i was a different age- im just saying i wish I was different, yk? idk- life can really suck ass sometimes.
Actually, in retrospect, ive spent the entire day indoors, in my bed, just like i did yesterday, and pretty much the day before, and the day before that. so i suppose it wasnt as good as i had thought. its lonely being 18.
lonely being 18, still in highschool [i got put back a couple years due to illness lol], being autistic, being idk, just sick in general- rlly sucks.
depressions been sucking my dick too ngl- but yk what- idk- after a while it sorta turns into the ac unit in the corner of ur house.
the noise is annoyin af at first, but then you get used to it- yea, maybe a constant BRRRFFFZZHHHHHHH isnt ideal, but honestly, theres nothing you can really do about it.
Ill get better, probably.
u will tho, random person possibly reading this, im just tired rn, never trust how u feel ab urself after 9pm or whatever.
i just long to go to a fucking forest with my headphones and lay in the leaves until i soak into the roots of the trees or whatever, thatd be nice.
but anyways!
i am doing better, its easy to focus on the bad stuff ig.
yea, yk what i am doin ok.
still lonely tho
and bored
oh and my pinkie hurts :[
-mjrtom
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