To the man I hate the most

I recall that time my biggest desire was for you to drop dead

I thought life would be easier and over time the world continued spinning 

Now you are not with us anymore 

You’ve never been with us anyway 

But now you’re really gone

Things aren’t any better tho 

The fact that even your last words were about me makes it even worse 

Why did you say those things to me ? 

Why did you ever do those things ? 

Why did you never apologize? 

You genuinely disgust me 

Your death doesn’t make me feel better it makes me feel worse  

my mom talks about you a whole lot more  

Even tho she tries to make you seem like an amazing person to me you’ll always be that disgusting pedophile that hates everyone but his toxic masculinity 

I wish I could change everything about myself because your genes are in my blood 

And no mom I still don’t forgive you for not blocking him  and laughing at his words after he said I was as sweet as honey dripping down soft lips and as hot as his dead ex girlfriend

But after all getting to talk to your dad who never gave a fuck about you every 3 months is more important than your daughter right ?