Entry #1

Hey guys, this is my first time posting. I lowkey want to go to sleep but I can’t because it’s only 5pm. I wanted to go out today but it’s Christmas and everything is closed and none of my friends really like hanging out.

 (in general or w me idk)

 Or maybe it’s the opposite I like the idea of having close connections and friendships but I know that there is no such thing. Friendships are gonna end so the memories could last for nothing at all. I wanna sleep so bad I think the meds aren’t helping I wanna cry (´～`)