Lost

One moment, I’m overflowing with love, so full of happiness I feel like I could burst. The next, I’m empty — as if there’s a hole carved into my heart. Every decision feels impossible, and no matter what I choose, regret and doubt gnaw at me. I know it’s only a matter of time before these feelings fade, leaving behind nothing but darkness and confusion.

It feels like I can’t do anything right. No one understands me — how could they, when they aren’t me? I struggle with the simplest tasks, and the future feels like a distant, unreachable dream. I tell myself I wasn’t made for this world, so I retreat into the reality I’ve built inside my mind.

Living feels like a curse I can’t escape.

I just hope that tomorrow, when I wake up, my heart won’t ache so much and my mind won’t be screaming at me.