Christmas, life and a few minutes...

Hello, I just wanted to say hi in case someone is reading this because, actually, I want to leave this note just for myself. This Christmas morning was different from the others because (actually, I had noticed earlier) it was the first morning that I realized my surgery had been completely in vain and that my illness had returned. I had noticed the symptoms, but I was hoping they would just pass. I think that, if it had been before, I wouldn't have been as good at facing my struggles. 

If anyone is reading this, I want to tell both myself and you to take a few minutes to look at the things you love (even if they are small things) and find happiness in them. I realized that I did this very rarely in the past, and the thought that I might not be able to do it again from now on is a bit concerning. I love you and myself, guys. Merry Christmas. And always keep hope inside of you.